dear journal...

this past weekend i went to the dentists due to a pain i got randomly while chewing, and drinking hot/cold beverages...
i was nervous that maybe i had a infection on where i had a root canal...
so i wanted to get it checked out asap...

i go to the dentist and he says, "ooooo..." soon as he takes a good look in my mouth.. lololol
not to mention i've noticed a small discoloration in one of my teeth a while ago...but since it was during the time i had my root canal, and my dentist didnt say anything... i assumed it was alright....

sadly a year and half later.... that little thing spread like a mofo T^T
and that was what the "oOoo" was about...

i had a cavity....
for over a year and didnt know it ><;

mr dentist man said that it was too big for a filling and would look ugly if he did a filling anyways...
so suggested i got a crown after they remove a part of my teeth!!...
O_O;;

WTF....
NOO WHHYYYYYYY WHHYYYYYYYYYyy

and crowns arent cheap!! T^T
this...."operation" is going to cost me over 600 including the xrays i was given along with treatments, cleaning etc....
and i seriously do not have that kind of money right now.... ughhhh

eff youus laaiiifff

i really dont understand how i am the one to always get cavatties when i brush my teeth every night and morning...
when others i know fall asleep while still chewing on their midnight snacks.... YES IT IS TRUE I KNOW PEOPLE LIKE THIS!! LOLOLOLOL


HURRRAY TO THE WORLDDD AS I CRAWL BACK INTO MY HOLE!!! lolol

BYE JOURNAL!! HAVE A NICE DAY ;D

btw on the side note, this is NOT a "cry me a pity river, gimme donations" type of journal entry LOL
just wanted to make that clear XD

i am just GRRRRR about this horrible luck ><